"I'm not sure, honestly. That is a good question. I suppose it is possible this isn't about being far from home. I guess I was assuming that whatever was causing the problem just couldn't reach me here. If it was just a problem with me then maybe something about becoming entirely spirit then flesh again healed it?

Either way it is a lot to process and I think my gut reaction now that I don't feel like screaming and running away from sanity was to cling to it as hard as possible.

Maybe going home won't change anything but...

I think it would be harder to accept things as they really are there than it is here. The distance helps, if that makes sense?"