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millenyal_pink ([personal profile] millenyal_pink) wrote in [community profile] wildestlogs 2022-03-24 05:26 am (UTC)

Re: GAIA

[It's cool that everyone is thanking her for standing up for Kon, which she did, but it also stopped being about him pretty quickly and she's not sure if she's relieved or annoyed that they didn't notice.]

[Looks like Kon beat her to leaving because she was about to remove herself from the middle of whatever the fuck was happening there. So she watches Kon go and makes a mental note to check in on him later when she's capable of emotional labor again.]

Listen. I'm told repressing my emotions until I have a panic attack and Frenzy is a bad idea, so I'm going to sit here and cry until I can hear someone talk about destiny without screaming.

[At this point she's too exhausted to bother getting up finding another place to sulk.]

So if you wanna let out some emotions go ahead. I'm not going to be capable of looking anyone in the eye for at least another hour, so I honestly won't notice if you got something in your eye, or whatever.

[She's so fucking tired. And mortified, honestly, but her dignity is already in fucking shreds so why not break down in front of the one person who's already decided that she's not worth his time?]

[True to her words, she brings up her knees, wraps her arms around them, lowers her head and lets out the sobs she had been pushing back while she was talking to Gaia. She doesn't really let go, not fully, but there are some definite audible hitches of breath.]

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