He does a physical shooing gesture, as if to chase away the memory.
"Sorry about that flash." he holds on to his composure "I didn't mean to trigger that."
He sounds casual, as if he doesn't find it heartbreaking at all. Well, he does, but he can't afford to lose control in front of the only person who still thinks he has some. He patiently listens to CT's harsh reminder, then replies:
"And that is why I was serving my time in prison before being pulled away from our home universe. I was paying for the crimes of Project Freelancer, and I was not allowed to have a life outside of that. It is not my fault that I ended up on the Rig and then here, but I don't believe that me acting like I am still in a prison cell and not interacting with anyone would be beneficial."
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"Sorry about that flash." he holds on to his composure "I didn't mean to trigger that."
He sounds casual, as if he doesn't find it heartbreaking at all. Well, he does, but he can't afford to lose control in front of the only person who still thinks he has some. He patiently listens to CT's harsh reminder, then replies:
"And that is why I was serving my time in prison before being pulled away from our home universe. I was paying for the crimes of Project Freelancer, and I was not allowed to have a life outside of that. It is not my fault that I ended up on the Rig and then here, but I don't believe that me acting like I am still in a prison cell and not interacting with anyone would be beneficial."